how come
you become so powerful
but poisonous.

how come
you are known tough
unbeatable
but a killer.

how come
you say I am a ******
when selfishness streams down inside your blood.

how come
02:40 am I'm still awake
when I'm sure by dawn has arrived I will not receive any of your tidings.

how come
I pretend to myself that you were not dead.

when you are the one
that killed me in the first place.