searching the depths of my my mind
for a word that can define
this emotion that’s taken everything away
It’s peculiar, and I’ve seem to haven fallen in love with the fact
That ill never get what it’s taken away back.
Searching, searching
Till only one word seems to fit
I don’t even know if it exists
Hopelessness
Is that the word for the haunting emptiness that keeps me up at night?
I don’t like it, something scary hides behind it
It feels as if it will consume me whole
Taking away myself as I’ve come to know