Oh I was, I am , will be if I don't say this to you you were honest in telling me how you don't see us going anywhere I got no time, to carry burden of heavy heart I didn't see this coming; couldn't understand why well ..honey, I didn't know that you felt nothing I didn't think you didn't feel nothing I didn't see this coming; you didn't think about me explains all, no? how messed up this heart- perhaps you could have figured my heart out I didn't see this coming- I fell for you by the cause, I wish I could undo it your touch, and your smile.. oh no I don't want to carry your thoughts, in my head my head is fuzzy couldn't carry you anymore I don't wanna see this anymore, I don't wanna carry this any longer got distractions in my head - this a'int going anywhere if you are not mine forgive me, got to say this to you I need to undo from my head, so to move on its not my fault ..you see.. you said your honesty, I am giving you mine got no heart to carry thoughts, that are not mine got no mind to carry soul thats not mine you may try kissing me again - you may try making love with me again you will get what I mean maybe you were right you didn't want to hurt but oh honey- i am so thrilled and saddened by your flashbacks how sweet, how bitter your touch and I still think have i ever crossed your mind? no you didn't.. oh honey, I didn't see it coming- and just like that I can't touch you you said lets call if off - and I rang you back oh honey, I listened and went away but I aint got a heart to carry this on anymore .. I waited, and waited- and I am still stuck in your thoughts well you might believe this wasn't just the **** - crawling up into me like craving of a soul like burning of a fire..this wasn't just the pretend? oh honey, you are gone..I wanna see this no more your body, your eyes, your smiles..is what I keep thinking I wanna carry you no longer.. with this line, I wanna undo you from my mind