Since when was I so **** serious?! I've been trying to change for you That I've lost my best features I've forgotten how to joke around But today I found myself Shook hands and reunited And it feels so ******* good I made jokes about everything I found myself out of my quiet shell I'm back to my old self Not being able to take anything I do seriously Laughing at myself is my favorite thing to do Being a ******* goofball That's what I am And it just feels so **** good Come on... Being serious is no ******* fun at all So from now on I will never change for anyone Because when I'm not me I don't know who I am Or who I'm trying to be And it feels so wrong That's probably why nothing has ever worked out for me before Cause I'm a ******* idiot
Wow does it feel good to smile a real smile. Those fake ones hurt so bad