crying and mourning the days of the past .... while... happily, cherishing loving, hoping praying, and wishing for the days of the future... My heart lays in sadness... cause it mourns the time and space that I missed with you, I wished hoped and prayed for more.... I looked to the “ Scars” aka “stars” so many different nights hoping and praying hoping and pray and wishing and that I’ll be the one holding you tight every single night I now know that even the most beautifulest black buttafly too sometimes cry and when they cry it bleeds tears tears of pain truth hurt desires lust lost of fears strength it was all real it was all real, I seen fate and destiny when I looked in ya eyes it was a feeling I never wanted to let go of u mad this Beautiful Black Buttafly cry so now when you look me in my face in my Eyes you’ll see hurt and pain... to this truth that will always and forever remain