If I could take back every idiotic thing I did,
Would I be happy?
Would you be happy?
I don't know what life's all about.
I'm still trying to figure out,
How to walk while trying not to fall.
I have all these emotions running through me,
But what do they really mean?

I'm trying to pick myself up again,
But all I do is keep breaking.
I'm trying to learn how to love,
Without hating.

No matter how many times i say im sorry,
You wont forgive me.
No matter how many times i cry,
You cant make the tears go away.
No matter how many times i try to be good,
You make me evil.
No matter what i do,
It never will be enoguh for me or you.

I'm trying to pick myself up again,
But all I do is keep breaking.
I'm trying to learn how to love,
Without hating.

I'll let you in,
But you'll just tear me apart.
I would do what you say,
But you don't even mean what you say.
You're on your on planet,
And my message can't get to you.
I never wanted to hurt you,
But you left me no choice.