-Why is my mind such a fog -like an alley with no end -dark thoughts & evil make my knees bend -my outlet is my pen -endless letters but no where to send -my feet are stuck in stone -love in life still unknown -blessed with you a light -again my mind can't handle its might -follow the darkness without sight -lower my heart & open my chest -why is my mind such a mess -things are hard cause lifes a test -fail every class less then the rest -why do I only see the ugly -people ruled by greed & money -please open my eyes an cast a shadow -blindness & darkness, Which are lies? -**** life I'm paralyzed -these demons say I'm trivialized -its just my head, enough said!! -still a fog back in the alley on an endless jog -knife,wrist,throat-check!! -blood flows from my neck -Finally I'm clear because my death is near.