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Sep 2018
-Why is my mind such a fog
-like an alley with no end
-dark thoughts & evil make my knees bend
-my outlet is my pen
-endless letters but no where to send
-my feet are stuck in stone
-love in life still unknown
-blessed with you a light
-again my mind can't handle its might
-follow the darkness without sight
-lower my heart & open my chest
-why is my mind such a mess
-things are hard cause lifes a test
-fail every class less then the rest
-why do I only see the ugly
-people ruled by greed & money
-please open my eyes an cast a shadow
-blindness & darkness, Which are lies?
-**** life I'm paralyzed
-these demons say I'm trivialized
-its just my head, enough said!!
-still a fog back in the alley on an endless jog
-knife,wrist,throat-check!!
-blood flows from my neck
-Finally I'm clear because my death is near.
I was struggling with a very bad panic attack.
Jacob s gurrola
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Jacob s gurrola  28/M/Chula vista
(28/M/Chula vista)   
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