Enclosed in this body I find myself terribly alone people who are supposed to be mine; I don't understand their customs even though we share same language how can we share same culture, bonding, skin colour and religion? I find this bizarre- strange, and defying though I did not want; I am forced to hear the stories participate in this wildness of rituals, judgemental games these rituals, maddening remarks and cultural scores majorly- religious obsession; I find this bizarre, fanatic, humiliating I, just feel, absurdly, obscurely and intensely alone officially, I resigned from feeling too human.