My controller seems to be broken,
The X no longer works,
As I seem to be jumping,
To someone else's tune.
The battery seems alright,
So I give it a fine wack,
I try one more time,
To take my character's life back.
He seems to be running,
Like a man on a mission,
To some unknown destination,
No arrows to guide him.
This independence is haunting,
Like a cut-scene from his life,
I wonder if he knows,
He's coded to move and sigh.
I'm aware he's going to win,
But I wonder if he knows?
His life is written in binary,
His world is made of ones and zeros.
He seems so sure and confident,
As I wonder about his dreams,
Does he want to move forever,
To someone else's beats?
And as he completes his missions,
One objective at a time,
I see a haunting similarity,
Between his world and mine.
The only difference is,
Who's really free?
The charterer of my video game,
Or is it really me?
This is a bit more basic than what I wished to write, but this one's really for me. I feel a sense of loss of control in my life. And this leads me to wonder, is it really my life that I'm living?