My mind been off lately cause I have not post any stories (not talking about poems) I had been depressed and lost cause of an betrayed ex-friend.... my mind isn't over it cause she hurt me too many times and I failed not to noticed the real her..... I know now that people like her will always keep doing things wrong and I wish that she would change for me... if she sees this, I am sorry it just how I feel. I never hurt her, i never lied to her, never back stabbed her, anything.... i supported her even all the hurt... if she changed i would of been her friend... when someone hurt another, it hard to get over that other person... i been numb cause of it. i harm myself cause of her, i starved myself sometimes when i did something wrong cause of her.. . . . if you never hurt anyone you care about leave a like... that would mean a lot, and it would give me hope...