now that i have something good will i still have something to write about because it's easier to write about tragedy and pain because you can't really push those things away you can try but sometimes hurt stays around a lot longer than happy does but i want to be able to write about this but sometimes it's hard because i have to dig really deep to find the words which scares me because why do i need to look so hard for something that makes me feel so good because it's so easy to write about being hurt and i can't wait for the day that it becomes easier to write about something happy