I will be strong without you For I can mourn your loss no more Though this time it is truth Not my own demons like before Before you leave forever I would ask you do one more thing Sit by my side once more And I will spill my darkness from within But this time I do not want for you Though I want you all the same The feelings that are drowning me Are too complex to be named I hold my breath to fight the pain Or at least to fight the tears That threaten to consume me As I fall in a whirlpool of my fears So before you leave for good this time I beg you sit by my side Talk to me as we once did And allow me to say goodbye