Stop me when it becomes too much.
I didn't mean to hurt you,
only myself.
You didn't deserve this,
but now I deserve the worse.
It all comes down to this..
eventually.
I didn't want to push you away,
but I'm better alone, it's easier not to feel.

But you gave up trying to reach me,
and I gave up trying to find myself to respond.
I guess this is what you wanted,
this is what you'd pleased.

We spend our lives running after everyone we know,
until we get to tired to run anymore.
Everyone seems to know me,
but no one sees me slowly slip out of their lives.

Clear your eyes,
the time has come.
For a realization,
for a better life.
Without me,
the girl running from everyone,
including herself.

I'm sorry I pushed you away.
Better now than later.