Beer on tap comfortable wooden chairs, and football on tv, I should talk with the guys, but I don't want to. I'm bored and growing impatient, everyone is talking over everyone else, each voice louder than the next, a guy plays a folksy tune on the guitar and neon lights shine burning my eyes I feel like a fish out of water, here in this supposedly common ground for most men, I'm trying not to stick out, but I have nothing to say. I stare at my phone and wait for my dinner to arrive; taking small sips of sweet tea. Everyone else drinks water.