I wish I could wake up and see you standing in front of me. I wish this nightmare could all be over. I remember when I was small you would hold my hand, as I grew older you became my best friend. I have 14 years of memories with you that I will treasure and keep in my heart. We shared a bond that nothing could ever break. My heart aches so much with you not being here, oh how I would love to hug you one last time. Where there was once happiness, is now sadness. Oh, how much I would love to hear your voice or even just see you smile one last time. Until the day I see you again, I will look up at the stars and search till I find you. Love, Amya