I'm sinking lower Away from the light The metaphorical lyrics That made me fight Now theres darkness around me Just like the darkness in my mind And I dont know what I'm doing When I'm running out of time I feel like there should be something Inside me, the will to survive But I'm more confused than anything I dont have the fight or flight In the end I know where I'll end up But I think that'll be alright The shock isnt what got me It's the fact that you still lie And I'm sinking further down More than I ever thought I could And I'm stuck down here in darkness With a weight around my foot And I'm sure I know what happens next But I'm tired of this plight The funny thing is the water is shallow I could stand up and be fine That's only because I got tired of sinking So ******* long ago That I've spent years filling in the hole Where my mind tends to go I sink down here on my own free will Knowing I wont be found here The only place I dont have to be strong Where I'm not ashamed of my tears I think I'll stay down here this time I dont want to go back Because I'm tired of finding out About all the things I lack