You see this girl staring outside
the windows of DropOut in this city,
She curls a smile to all the people she sees
People would not really notice a wallflower like her;
Her existence was absolutely meaningless.

That’s what she loved about the place
no one would care if she felt happy, sad or lonely,
Or just all the emotions together
no one can see her fences around her;
No one could understand what’s going on.

And she loved it because she did not feel vulnerable and she was selfish that way,
She saw things the way she wanted
She loved and hated the things she wished;
She showed no sign of admiration or affinity to anything or anyone.

Although she let her guard up
she never expected on meeting new people,
It was so unexpected that it made her feel secure and safe to be who she is
she loved the thrill of being absolutely terrified;
Now she knows she has changed.