I think I surrounded myself with people
so i can forget the pain,
I am not sure what it is! but I know it exists,
because it rolls down my cheeks when I am alone.

I work till my eyes get tired,
and my legs say I beg of you,
So I don't have to face the pain
when my eyes have the conversation
with my ceiling fan.

To everyone and the society I have it all,
the idol life and I, expected of the same.

But I am just a simple girl,
wanting to be happy.
But then again, what is happy?