The universe is cruel.
To allow me to love,
A man who doesn't want me.

But to refuse me,
The ability to love a man,
Who adores me.

The universe is not kind.
To allow my love,
To be solely kept in
A man who doesn't love me enough.
A man who refuses to give me,
Even the smallest form of himself.

But to neglect me,
The ability to give even an ounce,
To a man willing to give everything.
A man so kind and thoughtful,
I'm literally lost in how to react.

The universe or whatever is out there,
Is fickle.
To allow me to love a man,
So much.
So fully.
I have nothing even for myself.
Nothing to build off.

How is it fair that i love you.
I don't want to love you anymore.

The universe,
Is an *******.
And i'm an idiot.