i can't even find words to express how i feel anymore. i used to be able to write these things like they were nothing but i find myself stumbling over letters to form words and putting those words into sentences is the most difficult task. i want to tell you i'm in love with you. but i can't. i can't even write it into a riddle for you to decipher anymore. i don't know how to speak around you because my tongue decides to twist itself in my teeth and my brain jumbles words like a jigsaw puzzle. how do i tell you i'm in love with you when i don't know how to talk?