i have spent too much time
stranded at home, i’ve realized
the more that i am alone
i lose touch with reality.
off in my own zone i can’t
distinguish daydreams and actuality
with no one around me, i’m left
with only my thoughts to keep me
company. but what’s going on isn’t
that healthy. I’ve noticed i’m talking
to myself, it’s like i’m going crazy, or
maybe, i’m already there. i’’ll have
a full on conversation with nothing
but an empty chair. then i realize
what i’m doing, and am left sitting
there with an empty stare, hoping
this will soon end. it’s almost like
i pretend to be talking with someone
else, or just let out a quiet shout
just to break the silence about
i feel my paranoia increasing, feels like
everyone is conspiring against me
i can feel my sanity expiring immensely