I've been
getting
tired

since
1954

when my father was
born

since when
we would
begin
beginning

to eventually
end
and anyways

I don't have insomnia
but I do watch
wildly

with my lower spine
and whine

and refrigerate
my mind

and he there,
that one

looks into
my eyes
as if

I've been
kicking him
since he was
a child

and
keeps it
up