I cannot breathe
My nostrils caving in on themselves
The sensation of impaling arrows piercing my chest
My body is heavier than it was
A minute ago
When I wasnt thinking
About
My breathing.
Twidling fingers
The twitch of my jaw
Restless legs: a mind of their own
This bed doesnt feel as comfortable
As it did
When I wasnt thinking
About
Relaxing.
"Just breathe"
"Its all in your head"
"Sink into the mattress"
"Dont look at how late it is"
My mind is much louder now
Than it was
When I wasnt thinking
About
My anxiety.