I am now spent to my core with no way out or no way forward or wherever,
Cant say whats next, but is there a next?
Cant see it!
Tried to find it!
Dont know how to look!
Do i even want to look!
Do even want a next!
Next what breath?
Humiliation?
Emotion?
Meal?
I cant want for any!
Dont want to anymore!