When you can’t make sense of the moon and you perish the thought of more thinking but “ here they come “... and the hour is late upon you like truant aspiration, delirious and cactus-eyed in the palm of unbelievable hands. You are the first one to not know how this feels. and you feel it! It’s like a frozen cadet in a permafrost trench in a field of poppies and happy landmines. like a grim pregnant pause on the cusp of a vacation to chrysanthemums that have never been to war on purpose.