Felt like damaged goods
My entire life
Tumultuous existence
Since childhood
Brokenness led to
Not knowing how to make
A grown-up choice
Second and third-party
Guessing myself
Being told I don't know
How to live my own life well
Duality in my unworthy
Unwholly spiritual zoulrelm
Has made some of living
This only one life
I 've been lyvyng
One heck of an internal Hell!!!