I was wondering
I've been wondering
How you feel now
How you felt now
What you are feeling now
That I've gone.

My therapist said there is no we
Weren't we having such fun
I wrapped my arms around you
Let you into my home so early
Wore and hoped
Hoped and wore
My heart out
Without really admitting it.

I guess I see how it is now
I give up
I let go
You don't respond back
What else is there to say.

"I feel like garbage"
"I feel terrible"

You're so sorry
It just doesn't matter if you are.

Not now.