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Aug 2018
Just bullshxt
Why do I feel so bad
So sad
Glad I let go
But so hurt
Broken damage
With no worth
Yet you're the one who lost out
I ain't perfect
Or ain't got shxt figured
But I would think your brain would be bigger
The shxt you do made you lose me boo
I wonder if I'm still on ya brain
Me not responding to ya phone calls is making you insane ?
Is it bad that I wanna cause you pain
Break ya face & whoever's by ya side telling you everything's gonna be okay . .
Fck everything and everyone in my way  
I will proceed to maintain
Maintain this smile
Maintain this facade
Fck ya life and everything you did
How can I fcken burn inside with pain
Bleeding inside and mask on
No one can invade
No one's allow
Me myself and I
And I'm making me proud !
Taking life by the horns and doing it well
Worried about me and mines even tho I still cry
Manage to wake up and smile in my baby's face
& Pretend like everything's okay
Trying harder everyday to make myself comfortable in my own space

One day I'll get better I'm just taking my own pace
Slowly but surely you will be ERASED
Ria
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Ria  24/F/NYC
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