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i scream inside my head
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for not being what i needed you to be.
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for not loving me the way that i love you.
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for not needing me,
for not finding those places in me
that i was offering to you.
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for leaving me alone again,
for giving me nothing but memories.
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for the broken promises.
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for not trying.
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for giving up on me,
on us.
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for not caring enough to try,
for taking me for granted.
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for making me bleed.
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for seeing me bleed.
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for leaving,
for walking away,
for being on that list.
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for letting me love you,
for letting me give up everything for you.
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for giving up nothing.
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for leading me on.
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for taking me,
for not wanting what you asked for.
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for letting me love you.