Philophobia

My darling I'm sorry I love you I hate you I need you I fear you You make me happy You scare the fuck out of me I need you Leave me alone You saved me Let me die I can't stand you But I can't stand without you Don't leave Go away You comfort me Don't touch me Stay Get out of here I'M BROKEN YOU TRY TO FIX ME LEAVE ME IN PAIN IN PIECES LIKE I'M MEANT TO BE I don't deserve your Warm Loving Caring Heart. I don't deserve love. I deserve pain Hurt Suffering Anger Sadness. Just.. Go away I've never had what you give. I'm afraid to accept it because despite your promises, you might leave too. I understand if you do. ... But Why stay?

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