i lay myself, flat, onto my bed; to then conjure up... a vision of a child... so? so?! i might sleep.... dreamless. i don't like to entertain... dreams... counter-indicative for the necessity to, think! had i a moral ought, worth a theta's charm of phi! i'd die, the already, happy.... man.
i simply want to cuddle a gravestone, and call it... a lost, engraved epitaph, for a besting heart of mine;
to mind the wind, like an engraving of a transitioning breath, once a body, twice the soul and thought, itchy in its existence.... all in the current stress of words: for the cuddling of a waiting, pillow.