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Aug 2018
I don't wanna know...
If you're out, because I am not there...
I don't wanna know...
No, I don’t want to care,
Don’t wanna be aware,
It’s just not fair...

To tell the truth, I'm just trying to stay away from you.

And it's hard to forget, shake it off, not care,
When I fell in love with you, want you.
But it’s...
All so hard to go through,
My dreams will never become true.

To tell the truth, I'm just trying to stay away from you.

'Cause I don't wanna see you anymore.
I don't wanna see you anymore.

‘Cause every time I see you message, it gets me kinda crazy.
But that quickly goes away, and I’m left with my memories hazy.

My mind gets all blurry, foggy, woozy.
Devoid of all interest, back to empty.

I don't wanna see you anymore.

Things will never change, ‘till I stop wanting you.
When I think about you, it's my personal torture.

To tell the truth, I'm just trying to away from you.

“I don't want to see you anymore.
It's nothing you've said or done,
It's just the way I feel inside.”
She said at night.

Reality hit in the morning,
As I reached for her hand across the bed.

And the first thing on my mind,
Was the last thing that she has said.

“I don't want to see you anymore.”
How could it end this way?
I just broke right down, and cried.
I guess that’s another one in my book.
Just another lost one, written in my book.
Just another check mark in the book.
My book.

******* it, just say you hate me!
Tell me you regret you ever met me!
Come on, make sure that it hurts, right as you’re leaving...
Just prove it to me that...
You never even really ever wanted, loved me.

Don’t say you’re sorry, just hate me...
Don’t say you’re gonna miss me, just say you hate me...

...

It doesn't really matter what you say,
They're only words, they fade away.

You didn't really mean what you said.
When you were lying, I was only being led.

Little things, stupid things, I can’t forget.

And I really don't think I'll ever love again,
You think you know someone, and then...

It unfolds, unravels in front of you... Its just been a game to them.
Written by
Nathan Alexander  17/M
(17/M)   
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   JL Smith
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