I've been waiting for the day you say you want me back...
I've been alone,  but really, I can't seem to understand...

You threw my heart into the flames,
I rewatched your videos, ones you sent, and ones I recorded, frame by frame,
I tried to delete them, but I still keep them, just in case...
If you're wondering if I still love you, after so much time has passed...
Since you asked...

I don't really want you back,
I just want the life we had.

And I remember all the times you said you had my back...
But now... We're separated, going down our separate paths.

Maybe because they fuel my disorders, who knows,
But...

But I can't let the memories of us go.