Nobody really ******* wants to be with me, like they always say.
Never message, I always have to start, I know that they are fake.
Seriously, what do you want me from me, break?
I just want to finally escape this dark void of a place.
But that's always been the dream, same *******, different day.
So I slightly overdose on my antidepressants, try to get rid of this pain...
But it's never gonna change, and I'll always feel the same.
I don't know what to do, my life is never changes, I want to get up, off this train.
Never feel excited, and it's always been this way.
I wanna make it out, I wanna get up out this rain..
And say you had my back, but always saw me in this pain.
I'm tired of this ****, and I'm so tired of these days...

Sleepless nights, anxiety, every **** thing else, just not doing any good for me.
Sometimes I wanna tell my problems, but nobody's here to be listening.

Nobody's listening, nobody cares.

So I sleep all day to escape, after waking up,  always check my phone...
Every single time, even though I know nobody cares, I'm alone.
Nobody even messages, I feel like a ghost.
I just wanna find some peace, but nowhere feels like home.
I somtimes just want somebody, who would listen, and can cope...
I don't know what to do, cause I can't trust a soul.
Try to avoid it, ignore it, but still the problems, feelings overflow...
But I really never had anything to lose, I'm on death row.
You say you understand, but you don't even ****** know.
Every day I wake up, and I'm always feeling low.

I really just had enough, and I truly hope that one day this can stop...
I'll just keep on trying to get day by day, try not to drop.