Should I show anger?
With a scowl on my face?
My brows furrowed,
pushing people away with disgrace.
Or perhaps show kindness,
with a fake smile and kind eyes.
With a Laugh full of life
but holding back tears and lies.
Maybe today I'll show sadness,
with grey storms in my mind,
wanting to wrap my neck up,
in a rope that's unkind.
Some days I don't wear a mask,
I attempt to be free,
but I hate the way people point and stare,
making me think "What's wrong with me?"
I have too many masks,
that I wear as my mind decays,
but why do I feel so numb,
today on my birthday?