Another night passes on through I've gotten to where when the clock tells me it is 12:30am
I give up Well I think Another night No call.
You said you would I think of all the ways to deal I reach and I reach And I know not to take it personally.
I stood among potted plants On the deck of a man's apartment He told me about his recent divorce I told him of my parents He asked me what type of man I'm interested in on the way home.
I don't ever want to get a divorce And I feel thankful I'm not in a situation Where I've signed my life away right now But I came home after And I felt the lonliness Of an empty apartment And no loyal lover To greet me.
Some people try to tell me I should just be so happy and feel lucky That this didn't happen to me when I was younger Don't say that. Don't say that to people.
I spend many of my moments Reflecting back on everything As a grown *** woman, a grown *** woman Trying to make her way through this ******* life Wanting to find love, deciding I don't need love right now, watching my family fall apart A business owner A southern belle.