i never meant for it to end up like this
it wasn't - wasn't it?
(i wanted this to happen)
now where is my dear husband
and
where is my dear sanity
and
where is my dear life
(it's the spot it's on my hand it won't leave me)
i must sleep - no i must not
i must eat - no i must not
i must wash my hands
again
and again
and again again
(this is all my fault)