What happens when your strong And you keep yourself up But what happens when you lose control and you appear to be cut There was a monster who scared me I wanted to run but it caught me There was a darkness that closed me I wanted to hide but it found me There was a nightmare that terrified me I wanted to wake up but my eyes wouldnt listen to me There was a game that liked me I didnt want to play but it forced me There was anxiety that entered my body I wanted to breathe but it choked me There was depression that tricked me I wanted to be happy but the sadness surrounded me There was anger that covered me I wanted to be calm but it tackled me The monster was a tool that was used to fight me; My innocence, Taken My mind turned against me There was a tool that was used as a weapon That took all my strengths; And my happiness was forgotten There was a weapon and i call it my mind I tried to cut the illness But instead i cut myself deep inside