Hidden behind me as it whispers in my ears; "I can help you" And I was so naive, falling for every move i was forced to do When i was promised music, it didnt mean that it had to be depressing When i was promised the light, it didnt mean for the sun to blind me When i was promised love, it didnt mean that i stay in love with my sorrow When i was promised justice, it didnt mean that i had to throw things in rage When i was promised to feel calm, it didnt mean that i had to be loved by alcohol When i was promised a friend, it didnt mean i had to shake hands with the devil When i was promised loneliness, it didnt mean that i lock my own door When i was promised dreams, it didnt mean that nightmares were supposed to appear When i was promised honesty, it didnt mean that my tears had to drown me When i was promised strength, it didnt mean for the knife to rub its face on my arm When i was promised to change, it didnt mean that my innocence disappears; and so when i was promised happiness, it didnt mean i was happy doing wrong