I thought it was over but my heart is still racing I hear the pounding in my ears I feel the breathing suffocating me The numbness broke off all my circulation within my body I cant hold on to what was already lost My dreams have crashed And my fears are still standing My nerves are about to snap because im shaking I feel like the darkness wont allow me to reach the the light I close my eyes to make it darker and then i cry I think then i get worried I see then i get scared I hear then i get startled I feel then i get hurt I thought i would never fall, but i did My dizziness got the best of me; now i lay on the floor I fell; not from being pushed Not from tripping Not from being off balance ..only from my mind within me My heart shakes the floor My lungs move the air My thoughts play on a tv I fear what isnt there..