I allowed myself to leave I left without a sound I shut the door and locked it I turned everything upside down Grieve; I continue to have sorrow Thoughts; I continue to be dangerous Silence; I continue to hide Weakness; I continue to fight Memories; I continue to think Pain; I continue to experience my hurts I wanna wash it all away I wanna move it all away I wanna let it all out I wanna let myself go If i wash away my wounds will it burn? If i wash away my thoughts will my memories erase? If i wash my fears away will my nightmares continue? If i wash everything with my tears will it all disappear? If i drown myself in my tears will all the pain go away?..