I turned my back so the mirror wouldnt break me I kept my eyes open so i wouldnt see my fears I put the alcohol away so the memories fade I put the light on so i wouldnt have nightmares I put the chains in front of my arms so i stop the bad habit of harm I put a stop sign in front of my eyes so i wouldnt go through the darkness I opened my door so i would be set free I put a question mark in front of my mind so i find out all the answers I faced the mirror and it shattered to pieces I opened my eyes and i saw what fears me I filled up the glass and kept the bottles near I turned off the light and then my hopes & dreams disappeared I broke through the chains and grabbed a razor I kicked the stop sign and lost all the light I locked my door so i would be trapped inside I erased the question mark because ill never be able to answer to myself