My feet are burnt but not from the ground I walked on fire that i started down below My body is hot but not from the sun I covered my body with a blanket to hide my scars My hair is moving but not from the wind Its being pulled from the hands thats attached to my body I hear voices and its not the seashells Im talking harshly to myself inside my head I cannot see but the dust is innocent Im covering my eyes so i wont have to see the truth I cannot breathe but its not the humidity Im hyperventilating because of my fears I hide, and its not behind the rocks I disappear from the reflection in the water who tries to find me Im bleeding but not from broken glass I unleash my liquid with purpose and open the cuts of sorrow Im thirsty but not for water I want the hydration from the strength that im lacking deep inside Im tired but not from nature My heart is pounding from my body that was turned inside out I feel the splashes and its not the water My tears are the waves that blind me when im knocked down