I replaced my happiness with tears, Fallen out of my body as the memories never fade I replaced my peace with hyperventilation, Bringing my fears closer from worry I replaced my door with a lock, Closing myself inside these walls I replaced my reflection with a shattered mirror, I broke myself completely I replaced my dreams with nightmares, I fear what im seeing I replaced the light with darkness, I dont know where im going I replaced my words with silence, I just dont want to explain the truth I replaced my stability with imbalance, Im not allowed to choose who i wanna be I replaced my skin with blades, Bleeding from the inside out I replaced my strength with weakness, I ****** the life right out of my system