It was fun staying out late until i took advantage It was disappearing until i made it a habit It was fun being wasted until i got out of control It was fun being promiscuous until my heart couldnt take no more It was fun being a ***** until i walked with guilt It was fun getting angry until i put up walls i built It was fun staying out late until i almost died It was fun making mistakes until i had to hide It was fun playing with knives until i actually got hurt It was fun playing with fire until i finally got burned It was fun staying up at night until my nightmares forced me to stay awake It was fun trying to fight my fears until i had the attacks of anxiety It was fun being alone until i was left alone forever It was fun staying in my room until i got to know myself better..