All the smiles All the joy All the laughter All the rejoice Lights are bright The light is shining through Deep in my heart is the only one i have because of you Its just another day; Another day to be more happier But another day to feel more pain And another day to feel more emptier Memories remain Pain wont ever change Pictures will always be the same Heartache once again My mind is crowded And my heart is full Its too hard to have fun Presents wont get me happier The one thing i want is so impossible Its too far away to reach Its too far away to grab The one thing i want, Is someone i cannot have I had it every year I had it everyday The love that i shared Was taken on a painful day I have forgotten what christmas felt like Its just not the same The happiness was taken from me; I feel no more warmth The joy that was taken from me; I feel no more excitement The love that was taken from me; I feel no more company The sadness that was brought to me; Now i feel the tears The anger that was brought to me; Now i feel anxiety The emptiness that was brought to me; Now i feel the loneliness