I feel that I need to ask to live my life I feel that I need to ask to do what I want I feel that I need to ask to go where I want I feel that I need to ask to be the person I want to be I feel that I need to ask for my own space I feel that I need to ask for forgiveness; even though I've done nothing wrong I feel that I need to ask to speak I feel that I need to ask to see I feel that I need to ask questions I feel that I need to obey all the rules I feel that I need to be fake to certain people I feel that Im being watched I feel that Im being spied on I feel that Im being threatened I feel that Im being judged I feel that Im being yelled at too many times I feel that Im a prisoner I feel that Im a puppet on strings I feel that Im a dog on a tight, strict leash I feel that Im a butterfly without her wings I feel that Im a monkey in a cage; waiting to be unleashed i feel the need to tell people off I feel the need to get revenge I feel the need to defend myself I feel the need to yell back I feel the need to confront certain people I feel the need to hospitalize myself... Because I dont think Im allowed to breathe