All i see is darkness All i feel is weapons All i hear is myself screaming All im doing is trying to breathe The darkness shuts my eyes The weapons tear open my skin My screaming strips my vocal cords I still cant breathe A sudden change; I dont know whats happening I dont know what im feeling And i can only feel my heart pounding And i feel like im choking I know ill never breathe All the worries All the pain Is controlling my body & making me weak Im trying to breathe, While i struggle to breathe Im trying to speak, As i struggle to speak But the air is just strangling me I dont know what im supposed to do Because im so confused What is going on? I feel so numb to gain feeling again Now i lost all strength; When i gained all weakness And then my head spins as im getting so dizzy My legs are wobbly as i try to walk; Now i know im gonna fall