To have anxiety; All my fears are haunting me To have fear, And then i hyperventilate To hyperventilate; It comes from numerous dark thoughts To have dark thoughts; My mind is brainwashing me To be brainwashed; Im so angry of what ive become To be angry; Im so uncontrollable and then my tears begin to fall To be uncontrollable; Im crying deep inside To cry; A depression has been built inside my soul To be depressed; I have taught myself to harm me To use a weapons; I have taught myself how to bleed To bleed; I finally have relaxation from it all To relax; And then im trembling I begin to tremble; Im shaking and my body is going into shock To shake; I cant move without falling, i cant move without giving out To fall; My bones have been broken To be broken; I will never gain strength