Something is piercing me Something is stripping me My skin is learning to stretch My bones are moving My veins are snapping And i dont know whats happening My body cant take the sudden change Is this real or is this a game What is my body trying to do My mind is taking over once again Im feeling my blood boiling It wants to move And i dont know what this means I don't know what to do As i try to see i go blind As i try to hear i go deaf As a try to breathe i choke As a try to speak i go mute So how can i explain the pain Theres only one way What is a paintbrush and how does it work What is a picture and how do i draw Why cant i speak Why cant i give my story So now these tears i cry Now its really hard to explain And as i try, My blood boils As i try to speak, My veins pull me down My body is telling me not to speak My mind is in control now I close my eyes And i see the memories I close my eyes and i paint them with tears inside But i cannot speak, I cannot breathe My hands are mobile My body is able to move Now i squeeze my brain, I squeeze my body Now i squeeze my skin I squeeze my heart Now i pierce my skin I pierce my soul The red liquid forced itself out of me My body is drained My body is weak I paint to explain the pain